jedichosen

democraticqueen.

                    HE   FINALLY   WAKES   —   YET   HEARTACHE   DOESN’T   CEASE   ;   If   possible,   it   has   increased,   the   cuts   running   deeper   when   she   looks   at   the   man   she   loved   &   sees   absolute   emptiness   (   this   is   better   than   the   FIRES   she’d   seen   burning   him,   the   gold   tinging   beautiful   blue   —   wasn’t   it?   )   ❛   You’re   awake!   ❜   She   shouldn’t   sound   so   excited   about   the   waking   of   a   stranger,   it’s   a   belated   thought.   His   voice   is   rough   &   achingly   familiar   yet   not   &   it’s   a   fresh   wound   she   has   to   bear.   Hands   fall   from   their   resting   place   above   her   child   (   their   child   —   no,   he’s   gone   )   &   she   forces   a   smile   (   this   Anakin   no   longer   knows   her,   can’t   read   the   pain   behind   it,   feel   her   turmoil   &   for   that,   she   is   grateful.   )   ❛   And   safe.   ❜   Alive   at   the   very   least,   &   safe   from   the   HAUNTING   thoughts   she   has   to   face   every   day,   the   ghosts   of   actions   he   no   longer   remembers.   ❛   You’re   —   ❜   in   the   middle   of   nowhere?   On   the   run?   ❛   We   are   on   Tatooine.   ❜   Pained   realization   reminds   her   that   he   doesn’t   know   where   that   is.   ❛   One   of   the   planets   on   the   outer   rim.   ❜   Cadence   softens   as   concern   seeps   in   (   had   it   ever   left?   Will   she   ever   cease   to   care   for   Anakin   Skywalker   –   even   when   he   was   long   gone?   ❛  Are   you   in   pain?   ❜

                                ❛   ——   THE OUTER RIM  ?   ❜   quick to fall from parted lips is the query ,   confusion interwining with his every word.   perhaps the location should sound familar   —   it does not.   each attempt at remembering something   (   anything   )   is painfully thwarted by a wall of blankness ,   a vast hole full of emptiness.   fingers raise to rub pulsing temples ,   frown twisting stone features as eyes flutter shut.   for a second he’s alone   :   surrounding him only the void and nervous flow of his thoughts.   my name ,   my name   —   why can’t i remember my name  ?    blue gaze suddenly exposed ,   set on her face ,   agitation burning in its depth.   somehow there’s an inclination to trust her ,   a faint whisper claiming she means no harm.   it’s in the brightness his awake brings ,   the concern shining through.   LIKE GRAVITY ,   HIS BODY YEARNS TO MOVE CLOSER.   strange feelings are ignored for the sake of clarity  ;   however tone remains polite ,   if completely alarmed.   ❛   what happened to me  ?   ❜   interrogation seems endless ,   fear gripping his heart   —   this woman ,   beautiful and sad and alone ,   she could’ve hurt him.   deep down it’s hard to believe   (   when she asks if he’s okay ,   how could someone so divine do him wrong ?   )   howbeit he’s tragically defenseless.   ❛   who are you  ?   ❜   silence follows ,   her question unanswered   :   why should he give away the only information in his possession  ?